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Sook Sook

Gorgeous sleeper.

Then..

.. it wasn't so bad after he sent me a text: 'Shah.. whatever happens, i'll always be ears to listen to u n a shoulder for u to cry on'. Alia calls him the sweetest asshole.

At Kiara

Waiting glumly. It was fucking long wait at that.

Sleep

Please try to sleep...

-this one's interesting. i got it off Yahoo! Answers:

Do people who were born blind, see dreams?
No, they wouldn't. Visual stimulus is necessary for the wiring of the brain centers that process and interpret vision. The way the brain works is to develop, early in life, a huge number of neural synapses (connection points between neurons that are used in cell-to-cell signalling). As you grow and learn, these synapses are pared away to make the brain function efficiently, and that's the central basis of long-term learning. However, if the brain or any part of it fails to get infromation from hard-wired inputs, then that part of the brain will atrophy (at best, fringe areas of a cortical region might be adopted by adjacent cortical regions for different processes). But the take-away message here is that the brain needs visual stimulus in order to devolp the cortical regions that process vision. In the use-it-or-lose-it sense, the brain will not waste energy building and maintaining processes that aren't used. The optical cortex would never know how to function as an optical cortex in a person born blind.

-i hope everyone's ok in taiwan, but now i've to resort to blogging on my blogspot. cos xanga's down. and msn. so now i have nothing to do online but watch porn. and check friendster and myspace. i thought it was tmnet, so i was cursing it the whole day, cos izan was telling me that her net was lagging too. then i chatted with marky and he said internet was lagging too.. so i was convinced that a satellite had fallen from the sky, which is what i told dill.

-it was just about the same; there was an earthquake. this morning, i read the morning headline, and it said that it'd take 3weeks before all the mess is fixed. shit.

-there was a shoot for a car this morning, the BMW 130i [which is fucking ugly and useless], and i did my hand at styling the shoot. i fixed the baju, so i brought most everything in my wardrobe, and turned out well. the guy was fine. the girls though, were fucking ugly. they look like shtupid 12yo girls. and i hate shtupid 12yo girls. i had to painstakingly put together baju for them to make them look at the very least okay.

-we've decided to go to that bond thing at impiana klcc for new year's. still contemplating on whether or not to go to that sunway lagoon thing. judge jules man. i didn't enjoy him a single bit the twice he was here. he's old. i think he needs to pack his bags and let it be for danny tenaglia. or even carl cox.

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if you really wanna know what i wore today : )

-if u might not see a new entry here, then it might be at my xanga. yea, it's up n running again. i feel awkward as hell blogging in here.